MAY

WOW! I can't believe this month is just about done! I'm excited because it means school is finishing in less than a week (give or take) and summer schedule will begin (not sure exactly what that means though...). I now have 2 children in the double digits as far as age and that is hard for me to swallow. Now don't get me wrong I'm so glad for a full night sleep and having no car seats and diapers. The Independence is GREAT and I'm thankful for that. Yet the struggles now seem to rip at my heart more. Why? No longer are the decisions made primarily by me or Terry. They are coming into their own and realizing how different 'we' as a family and individuals can be. They are having to stand up for their beliefs and convictions and make right , godly choices. I have been blessed greatly that they have strong, grounded convictions and they have searched scripture to see and are making the relationship with Jesus their own. They challenge me with their passion and compassion. I'm spending more time in tears and prayer over and about them than ever. I know the Lord has wonderful plans. I pray for wisdom as we enter the preteen years...